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Hmmmm.......... [Dec. 8th, 2005|10:32 am]
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Help prevent the country's justice system from making the biggest mistakes and wrongfully killing a good man...again.

http://www.savetookie.org/

http://www.petitiononline.com/stw4804/petition.html

 

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Hmmm...... [Dec. 8th, 2005|10:09 am]
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[mood |highhigh]
[music |Ur Behind/ Trey Songz]

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
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Hmmm..... [Dec. 5th, 2005|12:03 pm]
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[mood |hornyhorny]
[music |Ice Ice Baby/ Vanilla Ice]

Your Birthdate: October 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October
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Hmmm..... [Dec. 1st, 2005|01:11 pm]
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I'm still growing!!!!!
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Hmmmm..... [Nov. 15th, 2005|02:03 pm]
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No TOPS. What the fuck?
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Hmmmm.......... [Nov. 14th, 2005|09:52 am]
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[mood |hornyhorny]
[music |That weed song w/ Gwen Stefani fea. Slim Thug]

Two Names You Go By
1. Kellen
2. Paggy

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. African American
2. German

Two Things That Scare You
1. frogs that sneak up on you
2. APD (Alabama Police Department)

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. computer
2. cell phone

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. socks
2. drawls (Paige's spelling)

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. Robert Kelly
2. Kanye West (or anybody that he produces for on a regular i.e. Common)

Two of Your Favorite Songs (at the moment)
1. Heard Em'Say-Kanye
2. What Is It-Webbie

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. a Kellen like personality
2. a freak

Two Truths
1. I drink too much
2. I have commitment anxiety

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Hair (on your head)
2. Thighs

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Singing
2. Drinking

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. I want this dude next to me to move (b/c he smells like shit)
2. An afro

Two Places You Want To Go On Vacation
1. Italy
2. Amsterdam

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Marry the perfect woman
2. Have a child with a Latino woman

Two Ways That You Are Stereotypically a Chick (if you're a girl) or a Guy (if you're a guy)
1. I love sports
2. I really do think about sex all of the time

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. Sex
2. Getting drunk after my last test of the quarter

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Reebok outlet stores
2. The store that I buy all of my black power t-shirts

Two People You Would Like To See Take This Quiz
1. Bill Clinton
2. Bob Marley (If they have to be alive, Al Bundy. If they have to be a real person, Paige)
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Hmmmm...... [Nov. 14th, 2005|09:51 am]
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I have nothing to do.
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Hmmmmm........ [Nov. 8th, 2005|10:10 am]
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[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Fuck It/ Eamon]

I am not a bad person. I am a fairly good kid/G.A.M. Compared to some of the people I know, I am an angel. I don't break nearly as many commandments as some people who have better lives than me. I treat people with respect most times, I bring joy to some people on a daily basis, I don't sell drugs, I don't use them that much, I'm not a super fornicator or anything like that (even if its not by choice). Now that I'm not around Kaylord or Vaughn or anybody else that would let me, I don't influence people to do bad things. I don't bring harm to anybody. I have no bad karma. I'm not that bad of a person.....so why does bad shit keep happening to me.

I may have to stay at LaTech for the whole year.

I.H.
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Hhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm.............. [Nov. 3rd, 2005|02:53 pm]
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"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
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Hmmmm...... [Nov. 1st, 2005|11:55 am]
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[mood |rejuvenatedrejuvenated]
[music |Don't Leave/ Blackstreet]

I skipped a biology test on Fri. and made up for a failed History test. I should really start back going to class.
I lost three pounds last week, and I stand firmly at 175 pounds. By the time Toni gets here on Fri. I will be 170 lbs. and that's the normal sexiness weight. The secret to losing weight: Stop drinking!
I changed my mind about that whole post break-up syndrome idea. I ain't got time to do it.
I wish I could come up for both sr. rep and the alumni wknd. but I can't. So, I'll see some of ya'll next wknd.

I.H.

P.S. * -just meant that I had too much to say.
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Hmmmmmm....................... [Oct. 27th, 2005|11:18 pm]
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[mood |dorkyThis damn fox!]
[music |Testify/ Common]

I hate women.
I hate a woman.
I hate Brenda.
I understand Brenda.
I feel sorry for Brenda.
I agree with Brenda.
I love Brenda.
I love a woman.
I love women.
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Hmmmm......... [Oct. 27th, 2005|12:31 pm]
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[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |Nothing But A Number/ Pretty Ricky]

Here's the conversation that I just had with my boss at the library:

Bremer: How's it going Kellen?
Me: Pretty Good.
Bremer: Yada yada yada, so are you going to return back to UNO in the Spring?
Me: No but I plan on returning to Xavier in the Spring.
Bremer: Hahahahahaha That's right, you wanted to be a doctor. Yada yada yada, have you thought about staying here at Tech?
Me: No not all.
(Long awkward pause)
Bremer: Is the school that bad? Hahahahaha. (Long awkward pause)
Me: No, I want to go to Xavier for the quality of my education believe or not. Hahahahahahahahahaha. (Motherfucker)
Bremer: Well not to discourage you or anything like that, but a lot of kids set their goals too high right out of high school. I hear that's a pretty hard school. (Long Awkward Pause and a nice fake smile from me) I'm just trying to figure out why you would rather spend more money at A SCHOOL LIKE THAT, when you could get the same education here a lot cheaper. It is cheaper for you to go here right? OR ARE YOU ON AN ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP? YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THOSE BASKETBALL PLAYERS ARE YOU? Hahahahahahaha. Because we have a fine ball club right here at Tech. Hahahahahaha.
Me: Sir, if you're trying to convince me to stay here at Tech for the next four years, then, no disrespect, but you're wasting your time.
Bremer: You feel that strongly about Xavier huh?
Me: Yes sir I do.
Bremer: Well I admire that Kellen. If you change your mind, we would love to offer you Seth's job (Seth is a Sr. who is graduating)working with inter-library loans. (Long Awkward Pause and more dirty looks) You are familiar with computers, are you not?
Me: Somewhat
Bremer: Well the job is there for you next year, if you return. Yada yada yada, and it pays more too! Hahahahahaha. I'll let you get back to work.

WTF

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Oct. 25th, 2005|12:37 pm]
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[mood |shockedI'm appalled!]
[music |Faded Pictures/ Case fea. Joe]

This wknd. was fun. The game was entertaining (the half-time show anyway). The highlight of our wknd and probably of all of my partying days was the incident with the police. No, it was not an arrest, a ticket, or a warrant (all of which I have experienced since I've been at Tech). My friends and I attended a house party in which there were about twenty or thirty of Mississippi's finest partying like they didn't have to go arrest somebody the next day. We ate, danced, drank with, and had an all around good time with a room full of "dem people". The crazy part about all of it, was the fact that they were the ones encouraging us to drink. We were scared to drink in front of all of those grown folks, including my cousin's aunt, but they just kept offering. They said as long as we weren't driving, we could drink up. We had a good ole' time.
Then we left there and went to an Omega party, which was a waste of money for us, but a healthy investment for any female that wanted to see three big ass men (all of them at least 6'5 280) walk around doing the ball/johnson dance. Them fuckers was ass naked from the time they walked in, until the time they grossed us out enough to leave. We retired at about 5:30 a.m. after having a night full of ups and downs.
When we got home, Big Momma called me and told me that she had fixed some dressing for me. So I crushed that, and went home and went to sleep until Monday morning.
On a more serious note, I had a conversation with my momma that went something like this:

Momma: You been working out boy.
Me: Naw. (Pause to think) Why you ask me that?
Momma: Cause' you need to. You're starting to gain that weight back, looking like your daddy and brothers.
Big Momma: Yeah, you did put a few pounds.
Momma: Its alright though, just turn that meat into muscle, and get them LL Cool J. abs.

First of all, fuck a LL Cool J.
Secondly, Vanessa, Kaylord, Mrs. Michelle, and Prem all said that I looked bigger, but I didn't pay it no mind. But when Big Momma say it, I gotta make a change. I went and played basketball w/ Whatley, O'Dell, Mike, and Josh's annoying roommate for like four hours yesterday. I think I'll go running tomorrow. I lied. But I will stop eating and sleeping all the damn time. And no more beer. And I stopped smoking...on a daily basis. Now, I'll only smoke weed and only occasionally. It's time to make a change.

I.H.
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Hmmmmm........ [Oct. 20th, 2005|12:39 pm]
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LOVE YA,
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love
them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I
wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that
needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of
your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you
back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile
can do.
And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I
LOVE
YA!!!
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Hmmmmm.......... [Oct. 18th, 2005|11:58 am]
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[mood |apatheticDamn fox!]
[music |I'll Be There/ Jackson 5]

So am I to understand that smoking weed is not a big deal now, b/c there are a lot of people smoking that shit and no body seems to care...
Uh going to Natchitoches one day this week. Then I will head to Millsaps/Jackson State's homecoming. After that, I will come home and sleep for a few days. Go to Houston for a few days and chill with Glen and Toni only to return home for Grambling State's Homecoming where I will hopefully still see Tyi for the wknd. Then I'm working a party, I think, which should be quite fun. I had a surreal experience the other night that involved Wonder Tonic (gin, juice, gingerale) and somebody named Diamond Legacy. Now, what kind of name does that sound like?
I'm still suffering from triflinitis. I met these little brown people who look just like an Indian Craig "The Berry One" DeBerry. Have you ever seen little Indian people get high? That shit was the funniest thing that I had ever seen that day.

I.H.

Lyric of the week: "If I had one wish, I'd wish for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss"-Eminiem
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Hmmmmm.......... [Oct. 14th, 2005|09:35 am]
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[mood |tiredMy fox don't ever change faces]
[music |Cry Me a River/ Justin Timberlake]

Well, I have finally shaken back from last weekend. But I am confused, and I have an important question that should make you think: What else did ya'll expect me to do for my birthday?
Good news, I'm not a fugitive anymore. I paid off my warrant and I'm all clear. It was nothing serious. I talked my way out of a few fines ($400 citation, $150 ticket) on the grounds that I took care of it all by the end of the day. Well I didn't, so there was a warrant out for me, but it wasn't too bad. I just spent the night at a friend's house until I could pay it.
As far as Joyce's question, I don't understand that myself, so I couldn't really explain it even if I wanted to. Uh...I supposed to go to Houston this wknd to meet up with Glen, a California based Xaviorite. I started re-applying to Howard, Millsaps, and University of Jacksonville this week. Coming to Natchitoches some time in November. Happy Birthday to the one and only Paige Taylor a.k.a. PYT a.k.a. Big City Girl a.k.a. Big ass...head.

I.H.
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Hmmmmm......... [Oct. 11th, 2005|10:14 am]
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[mood |drunkdrunk]
[music |I Should Have Cheated/ Keyshia Cole]

Thursday
10.45 a.m., work study, class, party, alcohol, females, 6:30 a.m.

Friday
10:30 a.m., hangover, work study, car accident, warrant for arrest, party, alcohol, females, tips, thongs,alcohol, rescue, 5:30 a.m.

Saturday
8:30 a.m., hangover, tree chopping, girlfriend??, party, alcohol, club, alcohol, females, alcohol, party, tips, thongs, passing out, 7:45 a.m.

Sunday
8:30 a.m., hangover, trip to airport, a big momma meal, sleep, party, alcohol, tips, thongs/strings, passing out, 5:30 a.m.

Monday
6:55 a.m., hangover, class, work study, alcohol, class, sleep, alcohol, female, fun, alcohol, ate, princess, alcohol, 3:30 a.m.

Tuesday
7:30 a.m., hangover, class, computer lab...
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Hmmm...... [Oct. 3rd, 2005|01:48 pm]
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[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Four Walls/ Pretty Willie]

Four Walls by Pretty Willie is number three on my new mixed cd entitled 3D or "Drop Dem Drawls Volume 1". My aunt gave me a freak kit for my birthday. Go figure.

I.H.
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Hmmm.............. [Oct. 1st, 2005|10:11 am]
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[mood |mellowmellow]
[music |Four Walls/ Pretty Willie]

BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY BOY RANDY DWAYNE DARDAR JR. ON HIS 19TH BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU WILD'N'OUT IN ATL SO YOU WON'T SEE THIS UNTIL SOMETIME MONDAY. HOLLA AT ME. 318-257-3426


So once again, my phone has betrayed me. It cut me off in the middle of a much needed caking session and tells me that I'm over my smart access spending limit. So I pay the bill which was two months overdue, and my shit still ain't on. That was two days ago. I have not talked to Jane Doe since Wednesday. She was supposed to come again this wknd but we couldn't finalize those plans so I'm stuck here with ocean nuts.
On a lighter note, if you are not busy and need something to do, there will be a "Grown and Sexxy Birthday Bash" (Or it could be changed to a Black and White Party) on Nov. 11, 2005. At Rabb's II in Ruston, LA. With performances by: Da Varsity Klub (My brother's rap group), Pretty Willie (hopefully), and a guest appearance by the one and only Kellen Foster (even though they said they ain't gone let me come near the mic). It's a b.y.o.s. affair and security 'should' be on hand. Admission is three dollars at regular, six dollars for V.I.P. seats. Door prizes 'might' be given away depending on how cheap we are feeling at the time. If you want to come to the party of the month, call me...in a few days when they turn my phone back on.
Also if there are any blues fans out there, there will be a Willie Clayton concert on October 8, 2005 at Rabb's II in Ruston. For ticket information call 318-254-1590. For V.I.P. info call 318-255-9312 or call me.
I got a job as a party promoter just in case you couldn't tell.

I.H.
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Hmmmmmmm.................... [Sep. 26th, 2005|10:34 am]
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[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Obsession/ Me]

Talked to Big City Girl for a few minutes, got some always helpful advice from Maya, and then capped it off with a double take on Sunday night. Life was pretty damn good this wknd.


I.H.
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Hmmm...... [Sep. 21st, 2005|08:39 am]
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[mood |productiveproductive]
[music |Slowly/ Me fea. Tank]

Steps to dream interpretation as written out by a professional psychiatrist.

Once you have a dream sit down and write it out. Next list all the components of the dream, be they people, places or circumstances. Next to each of the dream components write down all your associations to the dream elements. After this you may also amplify the dream. This is done by taking various themes and symbols from the dream and finding similar material in your everyday life.
When all this is done, think about yesterday's events and go over the material, tossing and turning the dream in your head. Now stop, pull back and wait. If you've made the procession, inspiration is sure to hit (if it hasn't already). Slowly cracks will appear and little insights into the dream will abound. Before long the walls will fall and the essence of the dream will be yours.

-Juangi (sp?)
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Hmmm....... [Sep. 20th, 2005|12:05 pm]
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[mood |boredbored]
[music |The Last Dance/ Donna Summers]

1.What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
Randy Macho Man's Underground Rap CD

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
PB&J

3. What is your guaranteed 'weeping' movie?
The Crying Game (jjk)

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
An ass reduction

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Hmm...

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
My lips twitch ever so slightly

7. Are you a pyromaniac?
Yeah

8. Do you have too many love interests?
Nope

9. Do you know anyone famous?
Randy Moss, Tyrese, Alicia Keys (indirectly)

10. Describe your bed:
Big and hard

11. Spontaneous or planned?
Spontaneously planned

12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Denzel, Will Smith, Jamie Foxx, Don Cheadle

13. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeah

14. What do you carry with you at all times?
My wallet and whatever is in it at the time

15. What do you miss most about being a kid?
I'm still a kid

16. Are you happy with your given name?
Hell no

17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the internet for one year?
However much it costs for me to find something else to do for a year

18. What color is your bedroom?
White and Blue

19. What was the last song you were listening to?
The Last Dance/ Donna Summers (don't ask)

20. Have you ever been in a play?
Several

21. Have you ever been in love?
Nope

22. Do you talk a lot?
Nope

23. Do you like/believe in yourself?
Hell yeah

24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
No

26. What is your ideal marriage location?
America

27. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
Well I play the Saxophone but other than that, I would play the violin.

28. What is your favorite fabric?
Skin

29. Something you love and hate?
Love-Bread of Heaven
Hate-Women

30. What kind of bedding do you use?
A mattress

31. What's the one language you want to learn?
Italian

32. How do you eat an apple?
With my mouth

33. What do you order at a bar?
Hurricanes, 180's, "Bruce Juice", "Hunch Punch", and anything with flaming in the name of it. (of course I don't buy shit but people buy for me)

34. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
Yeah

35. Do you know how to drive a stickshift?
Not a car

36. What's one trait you hate in a person?
Hmm....

37. What kind of watch(es) do you have?
A JK...whatever the hell that is

38. Most frivolous purchase?
Marijuana

39. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
Hell no

40. What do you cook the best?
Cinnamon Toast Crunch

41. Favorite writing instrument?
Pencil

42. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
Stand out of course

43. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
No comment

44. What's the one car you will never buy?
The one that costs more than my house

45. What kind of books do you like to read?
closed ones

46. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
go pick up the money

47. What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
whatever I think I'm good at
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Not important [Sep. 19th, 2005|08:36 pm]
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Explanation: I was writing this paper for English and I forgot to bring a floppy disk. Now of course the printer isn't working, so I'll just save it to lj so that I can print it off tomorrow.



Kellen Foster
Richardson
English
September 20, 2005

Wal-Mart Shoppers
When shopping at Wal-Mart, every customer in the store can be categorized into three different types of shoppers: Type A, B, and C. When a Type A shopper comes to Wal-Mart, there is not much room for error, as they scurry through the store getting in and out as quickly as possible. A Type B shopper floats around the aisles of the store and is more prone to spending at least an hour in the facilities. Lastly, there are Type C shoppers who are similar to Type B but enter Wal-Mart with a completely different objective. It is under these three categories that every Wal-Mart customer will by classified.
The first and most common of the shoppers is Type A. In fact, more than sixty percent of all Wal-Mart customers are A customers. It is almost obvious to spot a customer of this sort because they are usually organized and focused on the task at hand. It is also common for a Type shopper to have a grocery list on hand, which has been written out long before they walk through the automated doors. Because of the level of organization needed to be a true Type A customer, there will most always be a predetermined route throughout the store which will be followed precisely. Type A shoppers are usually women, more specifically mothers.
The second type of customer is the Type B shopper. These are the people who have spent most of the day shopping around and have stopped at Wal-Mart to see if they can find something that could come in handy. Another name for Type B shoppers is the “scavengers”. It is possible to see a B shopper leave the store empty handed, but more often than not, there will always be something that they can use. To them, Wal-Mart is just another stop on the road to the “Maxed Out Credit Card Hotel”. This type of shopper is not as easy to spot because they are similar to Type C shoppers, but a usual sign is the look of exhaustion in their eyes. This is a common look with Type B shoppers simply because they have been shopping for most of the day.
The third and final type of customer is the Type C shopper. These shoppers are the people who consider a trip to Wal-Mart as a time of leisure. Type C shoppers usually don’t buy anything from the store nor do they intend to. It is simply something to do when they have nothing to do. The typical Type C shopper is usually young, and there is the unmistakable look of boredom in their eyes. They just wonder around with no particular aisle to visit and nothing in mind that they could use. It is common to get Type C shoppers confused with Type B shoppers because they look the same for the most part. However, a Type B shopper does intend on buying something from Wal-Mart whereas a Type C shopper does not.
There are several cases in which all three different types of shoppers are shopping together in which case it is impossible to notice without the proper training. Because Wal-Mart is such a household name, millions of customers shop there on a daily basis. With this classification system, it is possible to predict the behavior of a customer. This information will be helpful to any Wal-Mart employee, and by learning to distinguish between the three will ultimately create a better work environment.
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Hmmm..... [Sep. 19th, 2005|10:16 am]
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[mood |blahblah]
[music |My Soldiers/ TuPac]

My phone is back in action. If you have my cell #, please call or text me (preferably after 9:00 p.m. but anytime after 3:50 p.m.) so that I will have your # in my phone. I had everybody's # in my organizer, but of course I lost it. The number is 318-344-0422.

MAYA HILLS

I.H.
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Hmmm....... [Sep. 7th, 2005|04:04 pm]
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[mood |sickI'm bleeding inside my chest]
[music |Slow Jams/ Ursher and Monica]

Reflections:
The last time that I cried was May 17, 2004. I cried like a bitch that night...I almost felt like I wanted to think about trying to feel like I needed to cry last night.


So last Wednesday, I was told that I would have to enroll at Tech. At that moment, I was about as pissed off as I have been in years. I was so p/o in fact that I busted my neighbor's nose when he refused to leave my house. My mother wasn't too happy about that. I am going thru a depression period right now and I can't just get over this shit.
On a brighter note, I saw Chris Gunther, Scotty Bush, Shane...uh...sideburns, Reyanna Pop, and somebody else today and its always good to see familiar faces. I talked to Randy last night for about two hours. I talked to "the big city girl" two days ago. I still can't reach Maya who I'm sure is going thru the same depression that I am. Maybe she knows what to say to make this shit seem okay. Joyce, I'm probably going to eat your Wheat Thins w/i the next two days.(Sorry) Uh....Alicia Wise, I'll call you tomorrow. I need something, anything to make me feel better. Uh....SCat, we gotta meet sooner or later. Why not sooner? PAULETTE please call me, b/c every time that I call your phone, it says ALL CIRCUITS ARE BUSY NOW.... We should hang out soon. Uh....If you're looking for me, I'll be on the block with my #@% cocked possibly sitting on a drop now. Cause I'm a rider and a sole/soul survivor. Happy Birthday! If anybody knows the whereabouts of Jennifer Cook, Akshar and Evie, AC West, and the "Minute Man" please let me know. Uh....thanks for calling the other day Heather. Sorry I wasn't there. I have been trying to call you back, but things are going oh so wrong. And would someone from LSMSA let JB know that I have left two messages for him on his shit. That is three more than I would normally leave on someone else's shit. So uh....yeah.

I.H.

P.S. I have three pairs of clean drawls (Paige's spelling) ain't that a bitch.
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Hmmm....... [Sep. 2nd, 2005|03:25 pm]
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[mood |disappointedLA Tech....I can't take it.]
[music |Sole Survivor/ Akon fea. that other dude who can't rap]

To whom it may concern, Kellen P. Foster is alive and well. I will be back in the game by this wknd hopefully. A new phone and a new location (boo hoo) may actually do me some good. At least a phone will anyway. My roomy and I are just hanging out around Ruston. We've been volunteering where we can and helping out at different shelters. If you just really want to get in touch w/me, call ya boi at 318-247-0947 as early as humanly possible. I will be getting in touch w/several of the beautiful people whose cell phone numbers reside in my phone book. Much love.

I.H.

P.S. If anyone of you N.O. people are relocating to LA Tech, holla at me.
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Hmmmm........... [Aug. 7th, 2005|11:42 pm]
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[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Lift up your shirt, let me see your belly button girl-Cass.]

A summary of the last two weeks:

No more Denise
Gin from the ROC
Drunk driving + police = no ticket
a hang-over + babysitting = never again
The End Zone(local club) + Byron, Chad, Dennis + free flamming Dr. Peppers(9 shots) = a crazy ass night
a hook up
hang-over + 8:00 a.m. church service = learning my lesson (except not really)
a week of sermons that I needed to hear
Banana Bob's + Byron, Chad, Dennis = too much fun
a big fight
farewell to Chad
eye doctor
Byron, Dennis, & some dudes that they don't like + Wal-Mart = fight + me being really embarrassed
Banana Bob's + The End Zone + Byron, Dennis + a hook up = one hell of a Friday night
small window + my big ass = painfully failed attempt to get into my locked house
sleeping butt-naked + alcohol + a UPS lady at 7:30 a.m. = a really embarrassing but funny moment
overheated car + sun = an unneccessary tan
a reebok sale(two pair of classics for $79.98)+ a cute lady at Eye Masters = all day at the mall
mother who wants payback + a cute girl in the mall = yet another embarrassing moment
the last few weeks = a not so bad ending to a boring summer

I.H.

...5 more days
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Hmmm....... [Jun. 29th, 2005|12:25 am]
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[mood |excitedGo Lakers]
[music |Candy Shop/ Fifty Centses]

The BET Awards were entertaining. I have to say that the best part of the show for me was the performance by John Legend. He showed me some things which is pretty impressive considering the fact that I already thought he was the shit. What else can you say about Stevie Wonder? Jada looked good as hell. The T.I. & Sheila E. performance was hot. Mariah looked and sounded tired. Well she didn't look tired (damn!!) but she sounded like she was just...tired. My nigga Omarion did his thing. He can almost dance as good as me. Denzel is a "motherfuckin' cool as nigga"--AJ of 106th &Park
When Ciara's performance started, I found myself hoping that ole dude hanging off the fence would fall and bust his ass. Then, I got mad as hell when they kept the camera on Luda while she had her sexy ass on that car. Luda my boy and everthing but uh...I wanna see this girl on this car, fuck Ludacris. Stevie Wonder's performance was pretty good. I realized that I can't understand half of the words in the song, but it doesn't matter b/c it's Stevie Wonder. Tina Marie made me stand and applaud her tribute to Rick James. Did I mention that Jada looked good than a motherfucker.
I was flipping back and forth b/t that and the NBA draft. I must say that the Lakers made me proud tonight. Andrew Bynum, Ronny Turiaf, and the Louisiana Native, Vakeeton (Von) Wafer will compliment the greatest to play the game, Kobe Bryant, perfectly.

I.H.
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Hmmmmm....... [May. 10th, 2005|10:13 am]
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[mood |bouncyHappy to be finished...almost]
[music |Let's Chill/ Me]



Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake





You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.


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Hmmm..... [May. 4th, 2005|10:34 pm]
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[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |Get In My Car/ Fifty Centses]

I erased everything from this post.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [May. 2nd, 2005|11:47 am]
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[mood |amusedAin't that some shit?]
[music |Can We Talk/ Kellen Foster]

Prom was fun. Everything went exactly the way that I predicted. Everybody did exactly what I said they were going to do. Was I wrong for saying that I wasn't interested in my date, the theme, or the music? According to a few people I was. Did I ruin anything by saying what I felt? Apparently not b/c everyone around me, including my date and her date (Esther), seemed to be having a good time. I had a pretty good time too. It's good to know that when one thing just keeps bothering you (all night long), you have friends whose presence alone can help you forget about all of that. Thanx Tyi. Paulette was beautiful and so was Amanda, Esther (her shit was tight), Gretchen, Kayla, Gina, Crystal, Perkins, Kerry, Olivia and everybody else. My parents came up and took pics. of me then followed me to Caddo and took pics. of everyone else that I was riding with. It was kind of embarrassing but I lived. The after party was fun too, or at least most of it was. My last dance of the night came with...Gina Michelle, which was kind of cool seeing as how my first dance at this school was with her.(its crazy that I remember that.)
One more full week of class and I can finally relax...for a day and then run through finals real quick. After that I plan on hanging out with each and every last one of my friends for the last time. I'm really going to miss Heather being there for me. The annual "Water Wars" will begin sometime in the next few weeks. Until then...

I.H.
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Hmmmm...... [Apr. 27th, 2005|10:57 pm]
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[mood |angryJust in case shit jump off in]
[music |Candy Shop/ Fifty Centses fea. Olivia]

I erased everything is this post

I.H.
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Hmmm.... [Apr. 27th, 2005|04:48 pm]
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[mood |confusedWondering why?]
[music |Mrs. Jones/ Kellen Foster]

Well, the good news is, I have a tuxedo for prom. The bad news is that I don't even want to go to this shit. Last year, I wasn't excited but at least I wanted to go. Now there is nothing to look forward to. Last year I wanted to see what the LSMSA prom was like: my date, the theme, the music. This time I'm not excited and barely interested in either. I would rather go home and...sleep. I heard that Alicia Wise was coming down this weekend. I really hope so b/c that would be the only thing that I would look forward to. Try to bring Danielle but its okay if you come by yourself. Uh.....I had a crazy dream the other night ANL. I'll tell you about it one day. Don't know where I'm going to school. Wish I did.

I.H.
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Hmmmmmmmm.......... [Apr. 11th, 2005|04:43 pm]
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[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Obsessions/ Frankie J.]

Uh, its been a while since the last post so here's the last two months or so in fifty words.

chaos
drama
anger
stress
pissy
shitty
Millsaps
Rachael Joe
downs
happiness
college
scholarships
FAFSA
mom
mother
dad
big momma
Randy
water fight
super soaker
Key
Marlana
April
Blaire
Trey
Paige
Paulette?
Paulette.
Paulette!
Tyi
prom
car
ass
VanessaKaylord
graduation
school
finals
basketball
"just that time of the month"
40 FLD
hypnotiq
a baby?
Dori
ankle
Bread of Heaven
"FF"
Maralei
Hawaii
LSMSA
EXCEL
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 28th, 2005|05:07 pm]
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[mood |contentWish I lived in Texas...damn!]
[music |Sorry for 2004/ Ruben feat. Kellen Foster]

So this wknd. was one of the best ones I've had in a long time. SLAMT was the shit and of course we took home the SLAMT trophy which should just be renamed to "Our Shit" b/c we dominate every year. I got a chance to meet some pretty cool ppl. and its always fun to interact w/ppl. that I don't see all the time. A lot of confusion too but for the most part everything went smoothly. I wish that SLAMT could be on an extended that way, you get rid of the ppl. that don't want to be here and are just clogging up shit, you spend more time w/the visitors, and you have more fun. Someone should bring that up one day. The dance was...nice to say the least. I was so tired after I left that I didn't even feel like walking back. (Good job Nick, Randy, & Anish) I didn't do shit Sun. and I woke up early too. I forgot my pops' birthday. Paulette is still sick so I gotta stay away from her for a while. Can't wait to go home and relax, party, hang out and eat good FREE food. (Heaven is breaking my pockets, and I'm going tomorrow) I believe that August LaCombe was born a fuck up. I don't know what I'm going to do after we graduate. Who else can I count on to do stupid shit so I can laugh at him? Thanx Maralei. I had absolutely nothing to do Fri. night. I gotta go.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 22nd, 2005|11:03 am]
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[mood |flirtyflirty]
[music |Read Your Mind/ Avant]

Today will be a good day. I can feel it. I had a weird night last night. I hope nothing is wrong in what has been paradise so far. I still don't have whole phone. TSLAM coming soon, can't wait. I don't know why I'm so excited about it this year. Everything else is cool. Had a talk w/Nessa last nite. That's always fun. Paulette beat me up last night. I just finished writing my play for creative writing. Its a parody on the Ike and Tina Turner story. Should be interesting. I'm bored.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 21st, 2005|05:07 pm]
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[mood |goodgood]
[music |Emotional/ Carl Thomas]

This entry goes out to someone in particular. You know who you are.
An excerpt from Jamaal's post.


Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to
forget.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can
look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness
wasted.

Okay, so all of that wasn't for you but I'll let you decide which was and which wasn't.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 18th, 2005|12:33 pm]
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[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Circle of Life/ Tina Turner]

So I got out and ran on my ankle last night for the first time since Sun., which didn't seem like the smartest thing seeing as how I still couldn't walk on it without the wrap. But when I put a brace on it, I didn't feel a thing. I had extra energy last night just b/c I was happy to play again. Can't wait til TSLAM. I'm hoping that the dance will be fun b/c I really need some fun right about now. Played badminton, ghetto style. Me, Tyi, Maya, and Aprielle played doubles b/c I was bored and they were waiting to have a meeting. Going to get my fro shaped up today. Sorry I missed your call Alicia Wise, but my phone is broken and I can't make outgoing calls. I hope that you were calling with good news, like you were coming to kidnap me or like you were coming down with Conan the wknd. (Okay, maybe just wishful thinking) I should get in touch with Rachael Joe and tell her that we are going to be school mates. I miss Jasmine Chapman. I had a dream last night and she was in it. Going to get something to wear to Sweethearts tomorrow morning most probably. Me and Randy gotta stop waiting til the day of to find something to wear to the dance. Oh Well.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 17th, 2005|05:14 pm]
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[mood |confusedHappy w/ the world Pissed at U]
[music |Caught Up/ Ursher]

Okay, cooled off, and moved on. Got into college today. Happy about that. Got money today happy about that. Not upset at the world anymore b/c no matter how much time passes, it will still be just a stupid mistake (on my part that is). Could be getting the new phone within three days. TSLAM coming up. Everybody's happy. PYT hit me today and for some reason that made me feel comfortable. (????) EXCEL ppl. make me feel happier than R. Kelly at Ursuline Academy. I love the world.

I.H.

P.S. Its cool b/c I don't care. Just wish that you would have told me sooner. It would have helped with the whole process.
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Hmmm....... [Feb. 17th, 2005|04:43 pm]
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Trey huh? That's interesting.

Anyway, how is the rest of the world doing. I was fine until I came on here and started reading up on stuff, ya know, catchin up on shit. You find out new shit everyday huh? I need a minute.
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Hmmmm....... [Feb. 13th, 2005|08:37 pm]
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[mood |blankblank]
[music |Ribbon In the Sky/ Stevie Wonder]

Nothing is really going on w/me....I lied. There are just a few things, but there always is. I got into a fight with my parents b/c they want me to go to LA Tech and I don't want to. I got into an argument w/my mother, which is amazing seeing as how I talk to her once a month and see her once every two months. I can't even remember the last time that we got into it. She got upset b/c the only time that I call her is when I need money. Then she said thatI hurt her feelings when I said that she wasn't a mom just a loan officer. In my mind, that was my way of saying that I would pay her back one day. We'll resolve that problem soon I hope b/c I need some money for sweethearts.
We lost some games this wknd. I rolled my ankle a total of five times in the last three days, each time hurt worse than the other. I rolled it playing pickup with the alumni team. I couldn't move it for about ten minutes, and by the time that it stopped hurting, it was the size of a softball.
All that other shit is the same as always: confusing, frustrating, depressing, annoying....
Wait, I have a new problem. Same category, different characters, same ole bullshit. I love this place.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 11th, 2005|09:00 am]
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[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Ordinary People/ Me]

TEN people I enjoy the company of (in no specific order)
Tyi
Paulette
Vanessa
April
Dipal
Jamaal
Randy
Kaylord
MayaJoyce
Nick....

NINE things I'm wearing:
socks
draws
shirt
pants
shoes
deodorant
jacket
watch
belt

EIGHT things on my mind:
a failed relationship/friendship
a new relationship
class in 30 min.
a bad situation
another bad situation
select members of the c/o 2004
money
Megan's Prom dress (b/c she's sitting next to me asking me about it)

SEVEN items I touch everyday:
hair
shoes
doorknob
people
pillow
hands
air

SIX things I do everyday:
sleep
eat
talk
get pissed off at somebody
check my e-mail/sports scores
think about stuff

FIVE things I want to do before I die:
See Rome
Earn a million
Star in a movie
Form a protest group against the Bunny Ranch
Become a doctor

FOUR things I would never do:
Smoke crack
Shoot myself
Give up (if I really want it)
Turn my back on you if you REALLY need my help

THREE things I think when I wake up:
Damn!
Shit!
Fuck!

TWO of my favorite foods:
Peach Cobbler with Ice Cream
Bread of Heaven's Lasagna

ONE person I love more than any other:
God

First...
First break-up: Diana Hampton 1996
First screenname: supaman0069
First self purchased album: Hmm...
First pets: Budd the killer German Shepard
First piercing/tattoo: N/A
First credit card: still waiting on that one
First true love: making money
First enemy: my best friend Chad Murphy
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Bobby Jones

Last...
Last car ride: The car ride back to school Wed.
Last real kiss: Last night
Last good cry: May 17, 2004
Last cigarette: Last week
Last library book checked out: Don't remember
Last movie seen: Jamie Foxx: I Might Need Security
Last food consumed: Chicken
Last crush: Jasmine Chapman
Last phone call: Paulette
Last time showered: This morning at 6:45
Last shoes worn: White and Blue Reeboks
Last item bought: a cherry kool-aid pouch
Last disappointment: Ha
Last time wanting to die: Around October or November 2004
Last time you swore: Just a second ago
Last shirt worn: a white tee
Last website visited:Yahoo
Last thing you said: Bye Megan
Last song you sang: The Brady Bunch Theme (Jamie Foxx Remix)

What...
What is in your cd player?: Nothing
What color socks are you wearing?: white
What Color of underwear are you wearing? black
What's under your bed?: food
What time did you wake up?: 5:30

Future...
Where do you want to go?: the moon
What is your career going to be? a doctor
Where are you going to live?: where ever the money is
How many kids do you want?: none
What kind of car(s): a Jaguar

Current...
Current mood: pissy
Current music: Ordinary People
Current hair: short and black
Current clothes: on
Current annoyance(s): a certain person
Current longing: an outlet
Current desktop picture: none
Current favorite artist: Me
Current book(s): The bible
Current time: 8:59 (I'm going to be late)
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Hmmm..... [Feb. 10th, 2005|10:48 am]
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[mood |amusedamused]
[music |The Brady Bunch Theme/ Kellen Foster remix]

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Hmmmmm........ [Jan. 26th, 2005|12:34 pm]
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[mood |confusedCall me, please.]
[music |Southern Blues/ Luda fea. Trick Daddy]

So I don't know what's going on on the left side of me or the right side of me, but I do know what's going on in the middle (that's the heart for all of you quick ppl. who read this). I had a bad day yesterday b/c of whatever it is that's going on. I give up trying to figure ppl. out and if you were trying to send a message yesterday, you did PYT. I wish you didn't feel like you had to do that, but in your very own words, you do what you gotta do.
So, that's where my bad day started at yesterday. That threw me off for a while, then once I gathered myself, I hear about all of the non-sense that went on with those ppl. that it went on with. I, being a person who doesn't like to voice his opinion, would like to be one of the first to say that that was some BULLSHIT and that situation was handled all wrong. Shout out to my boy Jeremy Moody b/c as far as I'm concerned you got the raw end of it all.
Its ironic that out of all of the friends that I have made here at this school, I had to go back to my roots to find happiness. To all of my immediate and distant EXCEL family, I love you all. With special shoutouts to Kyle, James, Jaclyn, Jasmine, Megan, Katlyn, and Heidi.

Happy Birthday Paulette Nicole Doiron!!!!! (mama cita)

I.H.
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Hmmmm............... [Jan. 21st, 2005|12:42 pm]
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[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Why?/ Jada Kiss fea. Anthony Hamilton, Kellen Foster]

A lot of intresting things going on in life. Well not really but I have to decided to GIVE UP. I don't know what the problem is but I really just don't care. I will say thank you to Alicia Wise. You helped me realize something last night that I need to see. See I've been really selfish for about four to seven months now and its gone on long enough. I quit, I give up, I throw in the towel, I raise the white flag, I tap out, I forfeit, I don't wanna play no mo', I don't give a good fuck anymore. I'm happy now. Good Day

I.H.

P.S. Tyi Loves Kellen
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Hmmmm...... [Jan. 16th, 2005|11:27 am]
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[mood |hornyAlmost over]
[music |Charlene/ Anthony Hamilton fea. Kellen Foster]

So this wknd was the best wknd that I have had all year. Well not really but it was fun though. Well not really, but at least I had something to do. Well not really, but....I'm alive though. Everything is going pretty good with me. I have managed to make a couple hundred dollars w/o doing a thing. My play that I wrote over the summer has been used four times by four different orginizations and they all have to pay me a consolation fee. Its funny to think that this play, a product of a boring summer, has actually collected dividends. It makes me want to write another one. Well not really but it sounded nice.
My time of the month is almost over, thank goodness. I almost didn't make it out of this one. My classes are going good. I'm finally able to hang around a certain person w/o wanting to pull all of my fro out. I love the world right now. I wonder how long will it take for somebody to fuck that up. I almost got pissed off after a conversation w/ a certain significant other this wknd., but I couldn't stop laughing long enough to care. Plus, I can't really get mad at what she did b/c I do it all the time. So....good job b/c I know that you have be wanting that for a while now.
I get my phone back today. I miss my phone. I have been staying out of trouble lately, even though it has been rearing its ugly little head. Fun times. Did I mention that Tiona Richardson is w/o doubt the best person I know.

I.H.
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Hmmmmm.......... [Jan. 11th, 2005|11:36 am]
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[mood |hornyhorny]
[music |Mrs. Jones/ Kellen Foster]

April, Dipal, Jamaal, Alicia, Conan, Rachael Jo, Jasmine, Genna, members of 1A 04, Kirk D-licious, James Melder, Kyle Baker, Chela, Fitz, Danielle,....c/o 2004, PLEASE comeback to me. I need you all here. I can't make it without you. I need you here to take care of me like you did last year. I need you here to make me laugh and kick my ass when I need you to. I need you all. HELP ME!!!!!!!

My schedule is a alright I guess. I only have two new classes and one of them seems like its going to be kinda fun I guess. I do have five classes (back2back2back2back2back) on MWF though and that sucks ass. Other than that this semester should go smoothly, that is if I stay out of trouble. That shit just keeps following me now. Oh well. I'll be alright.
To all of the "fallen soldiers", I hope that ya'll kick ass at whatever it is you end up doing. Its down to two black male Seniors. (shout out to Brandon Keller) If things keep going like they are, we'll both get kicked out of here for getting in too much trouble. Oh well, I should go back to the dorms and sleep now.

I.H.
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Hmmm...... [Dec. 21st, 2004|12:36 pm]
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[mood |relievedHigh on life]
[music |Fifteen Minutes/ Tahat dude from Az Yet]

Yesterday I breathed a sigh of relief when I got my report card. I knew for sure that I had passed Amer. Lit.(I lie, I was shittin' bricks when I got that phone call & I thought that I had failed it) But if it wasn't b/c of my grades, then what the fuck was under review for. Yeah, they pulled a Mario Duvernay on my ass. Apparently, I was accused of plagiarism which is not that serious unless you purposely copied somebody else's work without citing it which is punishable by expulsion. Of course my favorite teacher Dr. Allen was the accuser and of course he made the statement that I seemed like the type of person that would plagiarize so they are reviewing all of the facts but I ain't worried about it b/c I know that I didn't plagiarize and if I did, I didn't do it on purpose. Now b/c I've been getting into a lot of trouble at school recently, Ms. Emily said that it is highly possible that they could use that against me. But, I am not worried anymore b/c I'm innocent damnit. So, I don't want to jinx myself, but in the words of Nick "I'm Comin Back Mothafuckas!". I love you all.

I.H.
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Hmmm.... [Dec. 18th, 2004|02:45 pm]
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[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Peanut Butter song/ Cedric the Entertainer]

I just felt the need to tell ya'll just how important ya'll are to me. Maybe its b/c I may not be around ya'll for too much longer but even if by some miracle I am not asked to withdraw, its still time for me to tell ya'll b/c I damn sure don't show ya'll how I feel.

To the FF, you girls have b/c more than just sisters to me. I can't imagine my life at LSMSA without ya'll there for me. No matter how STUPID a mistake I make, one of you if not all of you are there to help me pick up the pieces. I always tried to be the big brother that ya'll needed when you got in a tight spot or when you just need some brotherly love. I love ya'll and I wish you nothing but the best of luck in the future.
To Tyi, I think its safe to say that without you, I would have left a long time ago. There has been no one who has been there for me more than you. You helped to guide me thru nearly ever screw up or potential screw up and I have never felt closer to someone than I do to you. We've been thru a whole lot together and I love you.
To my EXCEL family, you guys have been my famil away from home and for that I thank you. Ya'll always had my back and you will always have a place in my heart. I tried to be there for you when you needed me and I hope I did a good job of being your big brother, b/c I am the oldest...right? Anyway, I love ya'll to death.
To Randy, I have done a lot of things, mostly stupid things, and you have been there with me every step of the way. You're closer to me than any of my blood brothers. You know me just as well as or better than anyone at school so you know that I'm not good at expressing emotions like this. So with that being said, I love you, man.
To my Juniors, Kaylord, Nick, Vaughn, Thomas, Vanessa, Sha'Carra, and even Ola, I have grown to love you guys like family. I didn't realize until just now (right after I typed "To my Juniors") how important ya'll are to me. At times ya'll make me wish that I was able stay with ya'll next year and watch ya'll grow and learn like we all have done. I love ya'll and I know that ya'll will kick ass next year.
To Paulette, I can't believe how things have worked out this year b/t us. You have changed the way that I look at a lot of things and for that I thank you. You are one hell of a person and I happy to be as close to you as I am. You are special to me and you will always have a place in my heart.
To Vanessa, I need you to know how important that you are to me. Whenever, I have my back against the wall, you've been there to help me out. I love you and I want you to know that you are forever in my heart.

I have something else to say to a certain person but I think I'll save that for the phone. I love each and every last one of you from the bottom of my heart. To all of my friends, thank you for making me feel at home. I will take you all with me wherever I go. I love ya'll.

I.H.
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Hmmm..... [Dec. 14th, 2004|11:36 am]
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[mood |annoyedShe really said my middle name]
[music |Blueberry Yum Yum/ Ludacris feat. Sleepy Brown]

Well now. How's is everybody doing. I'm fine. Nothing much going on with me. I just took my Latin II final and it was.....let me stop acting like I ain't gone respond to what Ola Demusty Jackson(& I don't give a fuck how to spell your name) said. Now, let me start off by saying that you were right and I was wrong. You weren't right by threatning me but you were right in saying that I was in the wrong for reacting like I did. I should have been the bigger person and ignored your initial comments that you made about me. And you were right because I didn't have all the facts. And I shouldn't have made any negative comments about you. I'm sorry.

Well now that we got that maturity shit out of the way....Olla, since you got so many questions for me, hows about I answer them.

Q.)"So you think that I don't take baths or use deodorant?" (Owela)
A.)Or wash clothes, brush teeth, comb hair, dush, etc.

Q.)"As for the question of deodorant, why don't you buy me some of the clear gel kind so I can prove to you EVERY day that it gets used. What's that? You don't think you should?"
A.)Maybe that's the problem cuz that clear gel shit don't work. If you can't see it put some more on. Then again, it don't help to put deodorant on if you don't wash yourself. You can't hide that smell after a week or so.

Q.)"Well Kellen what category do I fall into...eunuch?"
A.)No comment

C.)"You just wish you fuckin' knew me."
A.)LMAO

C.)"If you think anyone will smell/become cleaner by soakin' in a tube full of dirt then I gave your ass way too much credit for being smarter than you look."
A.)For one you should be scrubbin when you get in there, not soaking. Two, If you take a bath in a tub full of dirt then maybe that's why you smell worse than you look.

Q.)"You that black shit that be under my shoe. I lie that black shit has some significance to me" Are you colorblind?"
A.)Nope....You black as hell.

C.)"I couldn't have been smellin' that bad if you wanted to get all in my face to talk shit...or were you so sick that you couldn't breath out your nose and thought you could risk breathin' out your mouth."
A.)Breathing thru the nose is more of a risk when people are around. Why do you think that people turn red when you come around. Its not b/c you make them blush, its b/c they holding they fucking breath.

Okay, I'm really tired of this Oellah(I know it got two LL's in that motherfucker). Now I'm sorry for over reacting and putting you out there like that. But I will never again mention you negatively in my lj again. And you hurt my feelings when you said "Everyone else steps on me and doesn't care so why should you,right?". I used to treat you better then everybody else earlier in the schoo......let me stop lying, but I did care at one point. I still do.(lying again) But I don't want you to be upset with me for something that you started so, have a nice day and be safe.

I.H.

P.S. You kind of got personal by just putting middle name out there for everybody to see like that. That's a sensitive subject to me. So with that being said, from now own, just forget you know me b/c I will forget about you. Have a nice life.
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